Here is my farewell to you. I regret that it’s taken me so long to type this. On my way to drop a friend off tonight, I was forced to drive by your house. The house where I spent an entire year eagerly awaiting waking up beside you mid afternoon to work on whatever projects you were fixated upon. Waking up to as the afternoon crept through the windows to coffee, chain smoking, Johnny Cash, and schematics of Tessla Coils were a familiarity of my past summer, What a humid summer it was as we build circuits hours after hours. After several months we built 5 Tessla Coils, all of which functional… I loved to watch you work. It was as if watching a genius at his prime. I could not help but to be inspired.
But, I’ve got to let you go and I know that the white car parked behind you is what you need for the time being. But I will never forget how low your eyes looked when I said goodbye.
I’ve got to say goodbye to you forever. You are not healthy for me and as much as I regret this decision, I’ve got to let you go both physically and emotionally. You were not right for me as a partner in the long term, but you have taught me so much that I will carry with me forever. I will be left with the intrigue for science and the fascination of the unknown. Unfortunately, I will be left with the scars inflicted upon me as a result.
As I say farewell to you, I know it will open up doors towards better things to come.